back for good

hi! yes, you dont have to tell me. it has been sometime since i last posted here. sorry about that, i had been up to a lot of things lately. i love my BLOG! big thanks to Ice. take a bite y'all.
well, im spending the holidays with my mom here. i wasnt fortunate to get days off from work so they had to come visit me instead. its ok though, atleast im not alone. last xmas, chie joined us in cavite. it was fun. and guess what he gave me, a thong? unluckily not. hehehe. he surprised me with a white gold necklace. sweet huh. well, that's my man.
i may have not mentioned about him but i must say he is a gift. in my previous post i shared to you my grievest, mournful experiences in life. like they say, "storm may hit all at once, but the best thing they dont last forever" and so he came. on the last few days of liam (bf who died) he once told me that he will look for the right guy for me. and so came archie. of course it wasnt an instant process. but i just knew it. when chie and i were still dating, i had the signs of liam. liam was an only child. he was half chinese. these are the intial hints i felt. chie was an only child, too. apparently, i thought he also had a chinese blood cause he said he graduated high school in patriotic, which is a chinese school in baguio. only to find out that he missed the entrance examination for freshmen in boys high. anyway, it wasn't bad. i couldnt think of anything else...i love this guy. now im back for good. happy and fulfilled.

death becomes the shadow of truth

...and so i mourned. but tell you what,here's a li'l spice on Liam's death. he died in the morning of July 17 then got a call from my sister in the afternoon informing that my gramps had died. what would you feel? i couldnt say a word.i couldnt even cry. i was caught up in the middle of 2 loved ones that left me.it was such an excruciating feeling.pains that were too difficult to handle.truth that was unacceptable. i grieved...
and when November 14 came,my world reached its darkest spot. it was the end of my dreams. it all ceased in me when the closest man i have died. the man whom i loved but never knew. the only man who pushed me to be my best.who taught me how life is. my inspiration and my strength. he is my DAD.the best man of my life. he was the 3rd person i lost on that same year. the most precious person.i never knew what condolence meant until he died.though im partly happy cause he died peacefully.and he knew he'll be gone on that day...
my dad was very strict. he rarely talks to the family. but the only possession he'd want me to hand him was my diploma. yes,im close to him cause im the youngest. my siblings could hardly start a conversation with him cause he wasnt that easy to handle. i was the only person who could make him laugh,who could argue with him about politics. but now it's all gone forever...

back shadows

hey,im feeling so sleepy today.i have to mention,the weather is terribly bad that my newly bought umbrella was broken.sigh
seriously,i havent really told much about myself, have i? there are so many things that happened in my life.i have always wanted to write a book about me and share it.so i thought,this may be my chance to spill the beans.
at my age,i must say i had been through a lot.i lost 3 loved ones in one year.that was in 2000.it was the most devastating year for me.first,i was feeling happy and content with my bf (Liam) but one day,i lost him.he died in chicago airport after his heart operation back in davao.he flew to chicago with his dad after the unsuccessful operation.so i was not there during his suffering...the moment that im losing him forever.i could not be with him then cause i was caught up doing my internship and thesis back in college.i felt so useless and selfish and i kept blaming myself.the day he died was the day he promised to see me and give me the ring.yeah,the ring that will bind us together forever.but i was so unlucky to lose him.though i knew it was meant to happen.these are his last words. "i am sorry,but i am only meant to be your angel.i will be the one to look for the right man for you.then he whispered,i love you gail"...sigh...i never thought that would be our last conversation.the last time im gonna hear his voice.
my world was shattered.i began to blame Him.i started to distrust Him for not sparing my boyfriend another chance to live...

busy

hi,im back.been busy lately.is my new skin nice?i miss my day shift schedule.its far happier than the graveyard.i really cant compose myself right now cause im always feeling tired.when i get home,instead of sleeping right away,i play sims first...you'll soon know more about me in time..c ya!

One FiNe DAy

first, i had lunch with my boyfriend at Kenny's earlier today.went walkin along Shangrila on my way to work.know what's bad, when i reached office, gee...i got really exhausted tryin to get the dance steps on "I'm really Hot" video of Missy Elliot.yeah, it's for the upcoming xmas party.everythin is doin pretty fine though.ivy came to talk about it.im just hopin that we'll make it.i mean, win the grand prize.hehehe

hmmm,work is minimal since it is still a weekend so i bet y'all wouldn't even think of callin up a company.still enjoyin the long wkend vacation that i was deprived of.

anyway, i got 1.5hrs left to go before headin home.oh, my bf is gonna pick me up so we're gonna have dinner first.

alrightee, i think i have nothin else more to say.this is just one fine day...

-OuT oF WoRk-

hi,im taking my 2 days off from work though it's not enough to recuperate stress.anyway,i just dropped by to leave a note.i got up around 11:00 am.i went with my cousin to eat our lunch and was hoping i'd see the choreographer guy.we're gonna have a huge company xmas party at PICC on the 11th.it's a carnivale party and part of it is the hiphop dance competition.that is where the choreographer guy comes in.
it is in 2weeks so we gotta give our best shot to win the grand prize.Rona, my Brit friend is getting pretty excited about it.i hope she wont mistake it as a cheering competition. if not, we're doomed. hahaha, hi Rona!!!!
ok, until next time. cheers!

After work

hey,i didnt have much work today since the other side of our world is having a festivity.its thanksgiving.i bet they are celebrating it with a huge roasted turkey for the whole family.yum yum!its my off tom and i'll surely be back on sunday.i had starbucks with Rona at Shang.it was just so irritating that we had to walk at broad daylight going to office.i felt like roasting myself up.sigh...
before going to work, i was watchin this tv advertisement.its a height enhancer.could it be true?the ad showed some scientific process which looks convincing.hehehe.on 2nd thoughts,maybe they were just tryin to sell out their product out of profit.i hope im wrong,cause if it were true,im gonna get one.hehehe

Somethin to say for starters...

Hi, this is my first time to use this site. well, most of my colleagues have their own blogspot and i cant beat 'em out of it so i decided to create one instead.im kinda "old-fashioned" not to even know about it til one afternoon, i couldnt hear any other topic but their own blogspot or maybe browsing Chona's and have a good laugh.

just a li'l backgrounder, im a graduate of Baguio Colleges Foundation.yes, its from up north.i took up mass communication but i never really practiced it since the remuneration wasnt so overwhelming for me though i had been to the media world just for quite sometime.now im in to another career which is holdin me pretty still.anyway, please do visit my blogspot and write as many as you can.you may know me better than i think i knew me...