"i have no further questions, your honor." omg! gma is guilty as charged. tsk. she delayed the public in admitting the incident. she prolonged the outcry of people in knowing the truth. maybe her spokesperson had the hardest time composing the best remorseful speech addressed to the entire nation. but no matter how it was made, the meat is still the same. she disclosed the truth. i have been waiting for her answer for quite sometime now. there were so many speculations in my mind. like, maybe she will do something really big that people would just simply ignore the issue. or maybe salvage a public figure then after sometime rescue him/her. hehehe. i was full of "deceptive" tactics only to find out that she acknowledged the awful truth. sigh...

what would be next? how are the prosecutors gonna deal with it? its such a pain in the ass, huh. though she made the bravest thing to admit, she have lost the people's trust in return. she caught all people by surprise. it's seen all over her face how sorry she was. maybe she felt the smallest on what she had done. hihihi. oh well, im startled.

i even thought there will be martial law. hmm, im 50-50 if this will happen or not. who would lead, people or her troop? this is unsure. but if this will happen, we will surely stop thinking about the newest designs from bayo, kamiseta, mobiles, the movies and what not. we will no longer have the freedom to enjoy what we have overly embraced. i remember a conversation with my mom the other day. i asked her how she was during the WWII. she was then 3yrs old. she said they migrated all the way from Ilocos to Kalinga. she mentioned her dad. i asked how he looked like or what was he during those times. my mom said that he was killed. i asked how. she said her dad was taken by the guerillas. they knew that my lolo was killed cause he never came back. mom said that if a guerilla takes a man and dont release him in a day or so, they will definitely be killed. vooom! that easy. i was so hurt. i havent seen him but it pains my heart. seeing a loved one being taken away only to find out that it would be the last time to see him :( i cannot tolerate such an act. it would be too darn difficult to accept.

i hope that the traumatic war in the past should not be rejuvenated. i have faith...