December 24, 2008

My life's masquerade

I may have shown significant amount of happiness in my recent posts, but I've got my own masquerade. It's now Christmas and I see everyone happy but me. No book or any other kind of earthly gifts can fathom the sadness and pain that I feel during happy times like this. Christmas is family and I feel so torn not having to be around my family. And it hurts even more to think that I long to spend holidays with my parents, them who had passed away. Holidays only reminds me of the memories I had with them that I will never have in this world ever again. Sigh, since I've started to live my life long away from home, I'm learning to master the art of living a life of masquerade. Anyways, have a merry christmas!

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